And in those moments when I can't act or speak from the heart I really should not act or speak at all.
I often see you in my dearest dreams and I hold you safely in my arms peacefully hearing your little giggles while you play in our serene garden but then when I must awake I miss you 'cause you aren't here and I continue to struggle on to create a life that you deserve I… Continue reading A Whisper to my Future
the view has never been so beautiful but the struggle has never been so hard the true bliss is at our fingertips but this dream is slowly falling apart our little family is broken and in despair but I am filled with more hope than ever before I feel like a fool for not giving… Continue reading Contrasts in Life
Recently, when I was hunting around for antiques, I decided to check out a beach that I hadn't seen yet in that area. One of the antiques shops I wanted to visit was closed for lunch, so I had some time to spare anyways. That day actually didn't start out very well. I was feeling… Continue reading Surrender to Life
This post is about quite a simple subject, it's about me picking some flowers outside, from time to time. I would like to share why it is so beneficial for me, and the thoughts that lie beneath it. When I am out for a walk I often pick a wildflower and carry it along with… Continue reading Picking Flowers Along the Road…
don't misjudge my strength it enables me to go on but it does not mean I am not deeply hurting I still fight for my life and I won't give up but it does not mean I don't care as much as you life really is like a book some chapters can be sad but… Continue reading Tough
I wander this world searching for some kindness just travelling and discovering bits of inspiration and happiness I wander this world finding hope sometimes where I once lost it following different roads than the others letting my heart speak louder than my wit I wander this world sometimes passing time while out for a drive… Continue reading Wanderer
What if egos could not be hurt What if hearts were always followed What if fears created a good challenge What if differences were always accepted What if we knew we're all in the same struggle What if I could change the world into what I think it could be...
Letting go of someone can be so very difficult, even if the situation has become toxic. I have been trying to figure out why this is and I think, that in my case, it is just because I refuse to believe that all my effort was for nothing, that it was a waste of time.… Continue reading Letting Go – Through Mindfulness
This post is about the greatest gift you can give someone that you care about and also one of the greatest pillars that any meaningful relationship can stand on. This post is inspired by a lecture that I recently listened to by Thich Nhat Hahn, a Buddhist zen-master. In his lecture, he gives an example of… Continue reading Be Present – A Secret to Good Relationships
In our day to day lives, most of us try to push away negative feelings, such as anger, frustration, pain and sadness. We would much rather watch some TV, go out, socialize, shop or do anything else, just to make sure our minds are occupied enough, so there is no room left for negative feelings.… Continue reading Dealing with anger and pain in 3 steps
As an antiques dealer, I get to handle and enjoy lots of beautiful and really old items. I have really grown to appreciate antiques because of it. I am not a materialistic person, this really is about something else. To start, I am a fan of history, of all the stories and eras that have… Continue reading The beauty of antiques